Aaron Rodgers, the enigmatic quarterback for the New York Jets, is offering fans an unprecedented look into his life, particularly his unconventional offseason methods, in the upcoming Netflix documentary, Aaron Rodgers: Enigma, set to premiere on Tuesday, December 17.
Rodgers, who has never shied away from discussing his use of psychedelics, gives viewers an intimate perspective on his experiences with ayahuasca—a plant-based psychedelic often used in spiritual ceremonies. The documentary highlights Rodgers’ journey to Costa Rica for ayahuasca treatments, where he was joined by fellow NFL star Jordan Poyer, safety for the Buffalo Bills.
In Enigma, Rodgers candidly reflects on the transformative impact the substance has had on his personal growth and mental health. According to the New York Post, the four-time NFL MVP admits to using ayahuasca nine times, describing it as one of the most intense and eye-opening experiences of his life.
“It’s the hardest medicine possible that I’ve tried,” Rodgers says. “It’s a deeply intense spiritual journey. You have to go to some deep places in the shadow of your own self.”
Rodgers’ Path to Psychedelics
The 40-year-old quarterback details how his upbringing in a rigid, religious household sparked a lifelong search for deeper spiritual understanding. Raised in a conservative Christian church, Rodgers says he struggled to reconcile the church’s black-and-white worldview with his evolving beliefs and inner struggles.
“I grew up in a very white, dogmatic church, and that just didn’t really serve me,” Rodgers explains in the film. “It was very rigid in structure. I’m not a rigid person. Shame, guilt, judgment—it was like we have the truth, our way or the highway. Our way is heaven, your way is hell. Even talking to my parents, it was very black and white. Somebody has to be wrong, somebody has to be right. I kind of decoupled from that in high school.”
Rodgers also opens up about his ongoing battle with self-loathing, something he attributes to his relentless perfectionism. “I’ve had to confront parts of myself I didn’t love—deep insecurities, the pressure I place on myself, and the need for everything to be perfect,” Rodgers says. “Ayahuasca helped me face those shadows and find peace.”
Healing During Recovery
The documentary reveals that Rodgers’ most recent psychedelic experience came during his recovery from the torn Achilles tendon he suffered in Week 1 of the 2023 NFL season. While rehabbing physically, Rodgers continued to explore alternative mental and spiritual healing practices, using his time away from the field to further his self-discovery.
His candid revelations in Enigma offer a stark contrast to the traditional mold of NFL quarterbacks. Rodgers’ unconventional methods—combined with his polarizing stance on issues such as vaccines and conspiracy theories—have made him both an icon and a divisive figure among fans. However, the film underscores Rodgers’ firm belief in charting his own path, regardless of outside criticism.
An Inside Look at Rodgers’ Life
Beyond his psychedelic journeys, Aaron Rodgers: Enigma chronicles key moments in Rodgers’ life and career, including his relationships, controversies, and relentless pursuit of greatness.
The documentary offers exclusive behind-the-scenes footage of his return to training following the Achilles injury, providing viewers with a raw look at his recovery process and mindset.
The title Enigma is fitting for Rodgers, who has spent much of his career shrouded in mystery—both as a player and as a person. From his days with the Green Bay Packers to his high-profile move to the New York Jets, Rodgers has captivated the sports world with his brilliance on the field and his unconventional personality off it.
Fans Can Watch Enigma Soon
For NFL fans and curious viewers alike, Aaron Rodgers: Enigma promises a rare and vulnerable glimpse into one of football’s most complex figures. Whether it’s his spiritual quests in the Costa Rican jungle, his philosophical musings, or his intense recovery process, Rodgers’ story is one of deep introspection and unapologetic individuality.
The three-part documentary will be available to stream on Netflix starting at 3:00 a.m. ET on December 17.
Fans can expect a compelling look at Rodgers’ journey through football, fame, and self-discovery—offering more insight than ever before into the mind of one of the NFL’s most polarizing stars.
